Oh, I definitely think it wasn't something that Jared thought out--It just seems to make sense that a robot built to satisfy his needs would look younger than the real guy who wouldn't?
I think just having the bot would make it harder for this Jared to interact with real people in general and Jensen in particular. I think if I found out that one of my friends had a Janelly-bot it would put a permanent squick on the whole relationship, and there's no way I could look that person in the face. I think Jensen's reaction would have to be similar. I don't think the Jensen of this 'verse is gay or bi.
The bot--I had some ideas for this, before it took the turn off of the happy-slash-highway. It/he is programmed to serve, to be needed, to be wanted and kept. It's armed with a program that computes the probability of a given human reaction to just about anything. As it records Jared's reactions, it can get more and more accurate ideas of what he wants it to be. Whether it genuinely feels anything? Who can say. It's a very complex creation.
Dude. I thought this sucked. I didn't see past its failure to do what I wanted to, so I thought the whole fic was a failure. i didn't even get it beta-read. Ah, crap.
I don't throw anything away. Some things I decide aren't worth typing up,but I've got the notebooks still. Some things just end up drawer-fic, stuffed away for me to laugh at later. I wrote (okay, you can laugh at this) a fic with Eminem and Norman Reedus (the dark-haired boy from The Boondock Saints). But they refused to be into each other--they just hung around Disney and a movie premier and Em's TV room with their kids. Now that's a fic that's fucking broken, man.
I've got one week of the two-week break before fall semester starts. I've been trying ot spend a full hr each day writing (I've got 2 days left for reel_spn, fuck!), and it's been really cool taking that time. I want to try to keep it up even when school starts again. Scar-verse and model-verse and Sunny-days oh my!
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I think just having the bot would make it harder for this Jared to interact with real people in general and Jensen in particular. I think if I found out that one of my friends had a Janelly-bot it would put a permanent squick on the whole relationship, and there's no way I could look that person in the face. I think Jensen's reaction would have to be similar. I don't think the Jensen of this 'verse is gay or bi.
The bot--I had some ideas for this, before it took the turn off of the happy-slash-highway. It/he is programmed to serve, to be needed, to be wanted and kept. It's armed with a program that computes the probability of a given human reaction to just about anything. As it records Jared's reactions, it can get more and more accurate ideas of what he wants it to be. Whether it genuinely feels anything? Who can say. It's a very complex creation.
Dude. I thought this sucked. I didn't see past its failure to do what I wanted to, so I thought the whole fic was a failure. i didn't even get it beta-read. Ah, crap.
I don't throw anything away. Some things I decide aren't worth typing up,but I've got the notebooks still. Some things just end up drawer-fic, stuffed away for me to laugh at later. I wrote (okay, you can laugh at this) a fic with Eminem and Norman Reedus (the dark-haired boy from The Boondock Saints). But they refused to be into each other--they just hung around Disney and a movie premier and Em's TV room with their kids. Now that's a fic that's fucking broken, man.
I've got one week of the two-week break before fall semester starts. I've been trying ot spend a full hr each day writing (I've got 2 days left for reel_spn, fuck!), and it's been really cool taking that time. I want to try to keep it up even when school starts again. Scar-verse and model-verse and Sunny-days oh my!