Did you know I have to read your fics twice before I can leave you comments? The first time I read them, I'm usually basking in the afterglow of a good fic reading experience and can't summon the words to write anything even remotely coherent. So I usually wait a day or so and go back and re-read and really savor the experience, picking up little nuances I might have missed the first time around. Then I can finally summon the brain power to leave you what I hope turns out to be decent feedback.

There's so many things I love about this universe and this part in particular. This one hit a little close to home with me. The conversation that Jensen in Jared have in the kitchen about fairness and letting people do things for you just because they want to, really resonated with me. It's a huge issue for me that I've been grappling with for years. I'm extremely uncomfortable with people doing things for me without me doing anything for them in return. On occasion when it happens, I find I need to to something to 'even the balance' as quickly as possible. To be honest I have no idea why I have this issue but seeing Jensen struggle with this, to feel like he's worthy of someones care and attention without having to do anything in return, just touched me in a way I can't express.

I want so much for this Jensen to have the feeling that he's worthy, to overcome his fears and achieve the happiness he deserves and maybe along the way, I'll learn something from him about letting my own fears go. Thank you for writing this, it means the world to me.