She is very conflicted. I think any parent who encourages their child to become public like that would have to be conflicted if they've got any concience at all. (You may notice some different applications of this line of thought later in the model-verse).

I think a lot of her narrow definition of happy comes from the fact that she couldn't be happy with those things. She places too much importance on looks and position in society.

Heh. Jared's the best boyfriend ever in this. I really love where the muse is taking me.