Dude. Every chapter of this has drama-trauma trimmed out of it. But i think it works better like that.
So much of what's happened to jensen is stuff he can't think about every day without going truly nuts, so it'd be sorta OOC to have him thinking in words about what screwed him up. The damage has been absorbed into his flawed self-image and his skewed perceptions of current events. I think that using that thought helps me to trim the mega-angst out of it.
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Date: 2007-09-22 05:28 pm (UTC)So much of what's happened to jensen is stuff he can't think about every day without going truly nuts, so it'd be sorta OOC to have him thinking in words about what screwed him up. The damage has been absorbed into his flawed self-image and his skewed perceptions of current events. I think that using that thought helps me to trim the mega-angst out of it.
worthlessness but not hopelessness
Is omg the trickiest thing to write. :) Thanks.